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going to class and I don't even expect coach to be there. I woke up late today with my eyelids in complete rebellion. Off with their heads.

today.

"And this just feels like spinning plates
I'm living in cloud cuckoo land"

sooo...

nobody who signs up to run goes running. Sad day. Two people didn't come today. Roommate facebooked me from Turkey. Good day. Much fun today. Then after running I wasn't feeling too swell, but I was extremely hungry so I grabbed Matt and we went to taco bell. On the ground we found a letter while we were there. It was a crazy story that we couldn't understand, but it was incredibly odd. We read it over and over again and then tried to read it with Ben. Someone finally explained what it meant and we had a "wow" moment. Then I got all of my pictures off of my camera. Now I am sitting and procrastinating sleep oddly enough. feeling tired all day but now I don't feel like I can sleep easily. Oh well.

School

School is difficult to focus on right now. My classes are pretty unrelated to life with kickball 101, theory (?!?!!?!) 498, controversial conversations about things I don't believe 313, and history of backwater virginia 460. The one class that is meaningful where I am tutoring for ESL has not had a single show-up yet. Only one person has signed up for any appointments in the future.
I feel like I am half conscious half the time that I am halfway doing my work which makes for a whole lot of free time, procrastination, and apathy. I am fighting for joy in Christ. He has been good to me, but school is just difficult under all of these circumstances. I am supposed to be doing homework and preparation right now, but look at me sitting here and writing a post about who knows what.
Faithfulness in little things. I need.